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                  It just can't be true. That is my thought every morning
                  as I wake up into this nightmare. I have sacrificed so much
                  and put myself in a horrible place to do what's best for Cara.
                  Ole, I'm sorry for coming back here. You left in 1850 to give
                  us a better life and I brought myself back into a terrible one
                  where I work nights, lose my wife, lose all my friends here
                  that took a year to gather, lose my house, and I'm probably
                  going to lose my kids. Well, at least the mountains are pretty.
                 
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