So I've gone through Amsterdam again on the way back to the
States. It's like being ripped between two worlds. Maybe I
only feel whole when ripped apart. This morning I saw Maxwell
and Zara off too school and in a few hours Alora will be
picking me up at Hartsfield. Brittan, sadly, will be the only
one of my children I don't see today. She's busy rocking the
grad school life in Ohio. I think I learned from reading comic
books that supply drops are important. Hence I'll have a car
in Atlanta and whatever else I need in Nashville before
heading to do some much needed work on Vaagslandhuset
i Knoxville. Ironic a bit now that I named it that when we
first moved in. Still, not a bad move. The amazing part is that
I made it through customs, grabbed a donut, drank a beer, and
bought a gift for grandma in the under 20 minutes I had to
make it from gate to gate. I just want to leave it all behind
and hike the Appalachian Trail next year, but that's probably
not the best path so it probably won't happen. But it really
should, shouldn't it? At least I pre-recorded my reading of
the next chapter in A Wrinkle in Time so the kids will be able
to listen to it tonight as they go to bed if Cara lets them.
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